Imperfect Me….

Who I am, is what I am. People judge based only in what they can see, looking only at the outer side of mine but not in the inner side. It hurts me intentionally when people keep on judging without knowing the real me.

But, who cares…?!

They’re not the reason whom I lived for. Well, it’s God’s will. I’m very grateful co’z God made me with a lot of friends who knows me better. I know we are all imperfect, and as a part of this world, through sight, it’s natural to be involved in the nasty thougths of every individual - we cannot escape on it.

I’m not pretty, but… “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder”, I loved this adage… and I believed on it. In terms of sight, human race have different taste. So, it depends upon you…and…me.

From head to toe, I’m straight female, not pretty, not sexy… but hated by some insecured losers… Sometimes, insecurities made the right wrong. Losers do whatever they want just to put me down, but… I never let them make me feel stupid…

Somehow, it makes me proud when somebody’s pulling me down, co’z it indicates that I am above them… maybe I have “ace” that they don’t.

I, as a human being, commits mistake, naturally expect. Expect from all… especially from people leaving promises and giving motives, yet no justice. Promises and motives are the source of expectation. Better to learn how to say simple “yes” and “no” than promising. Other says… “Promises are made to be broken” - but it depends - not all people broke their promises… but most. On the other hand, many people promising, but too few fulfilling… and I believed, co’z I became a victim and have been deceived by “Words of Wisdom” from stupid promiser. Since realization clashed in my mind, I never made any promises anymore. Instead… I do my part performing all my best, never attempting to be more than as what I can… as high as I can only reach, as far as I can only see, and as deep as I can only touch… Im contented for being a “simple me”…

People have different point of views, but… one thing for sure… I am always be the captain of my own world - my mind, my body, my soul, my fate. My life depends on how I makes of it… no more, no less… better or worse… this is my nature…! This is just me that you can’t never be…

…(for all)… KNOW ME BETTER BEFORE YOU JUDGE….

“TREAT ME WELL, AND I WILL TREAT YOU BETTER….